Tuesday, October 6, 2009

The good things

Ok so I'm sitting in NYC SMX east learning about search engines, Twitter and new technologies. Interesting to look at twitter etc as a marketer along side other marketers.

It is a whole new experience to to be with professionals at a confrence with people "in your area of expertise". It solidifies the fact that I am in the real world… not that uneven like that. Networking, learning about meaningless material interests.… It is just solidifying the fact that business is not for me.

The continuing need for me to have some sort of self fulfillment and for me to be in a new and different time in my life has been filling my mind and overtaking my thoughts. As I start to see people my age (22) doing things that they love, getting engaged, settling I thier new time of life, I start to get restless. Not even that these people are even in the right.

Right now I'm just blabbering but I feel that to be happy is a goal that can no be overlooked, as it is now. It is a necessity. If this profesional persona and marketing guru is not what will make me happy, then changes need to be made. The job dilema continues…